I will admit it, this change is scary

I used to check out apartments in Canada, before I even start applying... I was doing it when I had just started thinking about it, back in late 2017, and throughout the entire process.

It gave me some peace I guess, because I longed for leaving my family's miserable house and to live on my own.. and I just imagined that I would love such life, and that I could make myself happy.

But now that it is all getting real, I am a little bit dreading it.. I will admit it, this change is scary.

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BittersweetPotato · 31-35, F Pinned Comment

I still got a bit excited though when I saw a nice apartment in Ottawa. I think I might manage to build a nice life there.. Where I'd enjoy cold nights near the fire.. Enjoy a run in the summer.. Enjoy skiing in winters... Enjoy long walks in parks in the fall... I think I will probably figure out my favourite activities in all seasons.. but I could imagine what I like, because I know me..

Degbeme · 70-79, M

@BittersweetPotato Yes Ottawa. Farther away from me. 🤭

EarthlingWise

Well, it's a big change. One step at a time, as you've always done.

BittersweetPotato · 31-35, F

@EarthlingWise Yes. It is why I want to start from now preparing and doing as much as I can to make this move smooth. I don't want to leave most things last minute.. But I am a bit in a paralyzed unproductive mode... But I will try to get focused..

PiecingBabyFaceTogether · 31-35, M

You're a strong Potato 🥔 I always believed in you. I hope you don't feel lonely up there, I think it's a good thing that you know Canadian SWeeps who could make you feel less alone if you ever needed that.

@Degbeme You should adopt Potato.

BittersweetPotato · 31-35, F

@PiecingBabyFaceTogether I DO NOT WANT HIM TO ADOPT POTATO 🥔😡

Crazywaterspring · 61-69, M

Of course you're nervous. It's all new. You rocked university and proved it later. Now you're getting settled in to a new country and new ways.

You've got friends and allies who know, care and yes, love you.

Think. In five years you'll be set up mentally and otherwise in your new country. Your birth country will become more memories.

Degbeme · 70-79, M

You deserve to be happy. 🤗

CrazyMusicLover · 31-35

I understand

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