The past, the present, and the future

I miss my mum a lot... But I do not miss my previous life which she was in it..As contradictory as it seems.

Somehow, even my previous life before all the drama and the extra problems with my family, doesn't seem delightful, now, when I look back.. Even though it used to feel like carefree time for me, and I used to look back at it and feel nostalgic as in those were the days, but not now... The past all seems messed up and bad for some reason!