I Will Be Myself And Not What Others Want Me To Be

Good To Be Myself... im same with other people that encounter with many problems. i know people always make fun of me.i don't care about it but im still a human being who not perfect.i lied if i'm don't care about what the rumours that people would say behind me.some how i left the feelings of being so angry. sometimes the beasts want to come out but so far thanks to god im still patient and easy going.i'm grateful that i'm still can manage it.sure i like this way in being controlled by myself and not because some junk proclaimed themselves as the saint. its a privilege i'm able pleasant myself no matter what happen around me.sometimes i do faced a problem can be neutralized but i seem to isolate myself and keep thinking what should i do and not. luckily the problem sank by itself.i wonder who help me and thanks to him. maybe its do a good solution if we keep quiet and seem everything sail smoothly with us. currently i was thinking are the hard moment in the life educate and nurture us to be tough not in term of violence but in order to being a successful person in life.yes. i admit its easy to just release the anger and yelled to everybody who gossip on us.is it really matter do so. maybe its relevant to do so so they will stop judging us. however another part of me thinks, will people change if we show them our anger.do they. its a complicated to control ourselves, very difficult to do that.little by little surely i can cope with it.then i do feel the calmness when i just keep quiet with the unpleasant events occurred.i guest its a great test in life.test to score a better grade to achieve a better life soon.i believe that and hope i'm not wrong.even im through with them or quit my job for example and try for other place , can i guaranty the same situation will not happen. it do and will happen even go anywhere in this world so i have pace my steps and take care of myself with whom im talking to, can i trust them, go together with them for a break or whatever activities.soon i realized there is a person for us to thrust and its real. its happen to me.lucky again or just a coincidence . i have a friends that take care of my back. the world again beside me.