I don’t know how I’m still awake

I cleaned 2 days straight , I was so tired Friday but Saturday I continued, I am so satisfied, my tv came in so I enjoyed sitting on my couch watching my comfort show British baking show lol. It’s been a year I haven’t had a tv I am happy I was able to purchase one, things felt really good . The cleaning was hard because I literally disinfected everyday even my walls . I have roaches so I sprayed and I cleaned almost the whole house , I don’t have a big roach problem but they do come out. I was looking into buying a seal where I can spray along every crack they can hide because I’m so tired of seeing them. I really don’t want to use chemicals because my kids.. I’m always cleaning my house throughly and it’s very exhausting by I live a clean home.Then a candle to set my mood, a vanilla one at that.
I even made time to study for 3 hours , my legs were cramping , I’m still up and I really think it’s the anxiety of wanting to be the best so I’m anxious.. I haven’t felt this peace so long it’s unusual. Im happy and I feel safe, I have my kids with me it’s really a good feeling, Im praying to pass so I can provide my daughter with the room she’s been asking for and my son as well, I really want them to be happy