I’m Not Angry

Options at your fingertips
Choices in your DMs
It’s strange how the fire burned
Its not Funny how the fire ends

And I’m not angry
Just confused
Can’t understand
How I was used
It feels like I was abused
And it’s not new
And its not new news

Sitting here at the bitter end
Longing for all the make pretend
Wishing for the promise made
It ain’t funny how your feelings fade

And when I get my second wind
Maybe I can begin again
But for now it’s just a broken heart
Waiting for a whole new start

But love isn’t supposed to flow
In and out like the oceans roll
But here I am caught in your tide
Knowing this ain’t my time to die

So I go on in the make believe
While deep inside all I do is grieve
Staring out into the dark
Trying just to mend this fucking broken heart.

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