Change is coming

I feel like I’ve fallen into a routine of checking my phone and watching tv, waiting for people to buy stuff from my eBay store because it started off so strong, when I wasnt paying attention. I posted and went about my day, not trying to control it, but now I find myself checking regularly. Now I feel like I’m squandering my time off from working because I’m trying to control everything because fear has entered the equation. Fear of not getting a job.

I’m going to change that now. Trade tv for books. Checking my eBay and email pages for hiking. Drinking for eating healthy. YouTube for meditation.

So today I’m going to finish my workout, then go hiking, read some and then go to a restorative yoga class which is like yoga and meditation combined.