I have been changed from hell to feeling free do you mind congratulating me

Last year I had so much taken from me. I broke my back and I lost her love and even still I think she is part of me. I now live with my family and it was really something getting to know them after so long. I couldn't stand being stuck in a house with the ones I betrayed by never keeping contact and a new stepdad. All I could think about was how I could possibly kill myself living in a wheelchair. Time went buy and I was really someone who just laid in a bed with nothing but suffer. Physically and mentally. I failed at hanging myself and went to the suicide community and I chose to not get up except to eat. Shitty people, no one could imagine how much I hated being alive. Went back home my mother really cared a lot, she had to probably since she wiped my ass, try to clean me, and made my food and everything else. I'll just say this about now... I never thought I would get past my painful being but now. I have amazing friends, my family makes me feel like I belong with love and respect and getting my help, I feel like I have a purpose and man my thoughts and all that beat that hell and changed me to a caring man. I can say life for me has become enlightening and just really cool and awesome with how I can think freely. I truly have a life now and I also thank SW for existing, I've gone through many rollercoasters where I didn't have to feel completely alone. So... I look forward to my future and I am really grateful I didn't die. ❤️🤟 Thanks for reading.