It can be a very hard game, confusing rules, changing rules, rules based on gender, race, disability, penalties without cause, and not enough reward sometimes. You have my sympathy.

Life is a struggle for sure. We just have to find ways to enjoy the journey, while always staying true to who we really are. :)

It’s not an easy game and it’s hard to figure out the rules

Why don't you like it?

you'll get great at it

you'll hate the alternative

Why not. It's fun..

Just keep giving it a go.