Can you really live your world being single or alone?

I have a wife so we can project a stable normal image
I dont have sex at all
She has a boyfriend for sex
Its all good

This is something that should be avoided unless you really lost any hope in yourself.. Guilty of this, is not a fun life.

That is impossible if you wish to remain sane, methinks.

I've done it this long. No I'm not happy but I'm alive and sane.