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Joshua416
message me. what exactly can't you handle?
APaleDeath · 18-21, F
I've been hospitalized for schizophrenia my own grandmother thinks I'm sadistic sociopathic psycho she wants to kick me out my sisters and brother hates me I want to die I have no friends I am very sick in my mind I know but I can't retreat like I could before its all to much to handle I want to hang myself or go with a bullet..
APaleDeath · 18-21, F
It's unnerving I am aware, but I've fucked and toyed with my own life I have a choice if I want to so drugs smoke and drink until I die I don't see any point in the guilt by my own association with trying to supersede in a life so painful
Joshua416
Ok listen to me You where dealt a shit hand! I was dealt a shit hand too and that has influenced me my whole life.
Joshua416
still typing.......
Joshua416
I came from somebody abused and abandoned to someone who can now proudly proclaim to be A USA infantrymen with the 101st Airborne. Girl I have mental problems to but you have to fight. I didn't let my abusers win don't let yours win.......