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Am I Schizophrenic?

I'm 13 year's old and have already been diagnosed with ADD and depression, but ever since I was 9 and 10 I acted weird, I was bullied for my weird behavior in 5th and 4th grade. One time when I was 10 I thought I heard my dad call my name from outside and he was actually downstairs. Last year in 6th grade I was really paranoid and tense for the whole year, I starved myself to under 100 pounds. My dad didn't seem to care or notice my other family said I looked "better" for looking like a emaciated dog. Anyway I also might have Bi-polar because my attitude shifts mostly and at night or evening I get really hyper sometimes and laugh. But also get depressed and suicidal. I only live with my brother and father just how it is. Recently my mother got into a accident I haven't heard anything since. Since I was about 10 I used to bite myself and eat lotion (Gross I know.. :l) I didn't have many friends and was online more. I have a horrible self-esteem and bad confidence. I have a strange phobia of famous people (historical to) but mostly like someone is out to get me or make fun of me. I had bad nightmares about getting stabbed and left to die. I am alone most of the time, and my father is either arguing with me or leaving me alone. My right now is pretty depressing it's spring break and I still don't have anything to do. I'm not a complete loner but I used to cut myself on my arm and hips, which I stopped cutting a few weeks ago. I'm sorry if this depresses you It's just my life.
Mateom93
nah but you sound like you have a rough life. keep it all together kid. life isnt gonna get easier but I assure you, You'll get tougher. life doesnt throw problems at us that we couldnt handle. theres always a way. sometimes its almost impossible to find but uts there.
Biaa
not schizophrenia. Sounds like life difficulties that probably started when you were very young, much to overcome. Don't minimize how far you've come <3 experiences are what give us strength, even if they make you feel small & weak at the time
phoenix9009
no, you're not--as long as you eat well, get a good nights sleep, and exercise you'll be fine. you need to take better care of yourself. things will get better when you grow up.
Enlightener
sorry dear...but you can beat everything with medicine and with your will power.
you must see that you can change. you are not your mind.
you can change it
westhills248
Please Talk to the doctor that diagnosed you with ADD and depression. 13 is pretty young to going through this alone.
LvChris
You seem to be missing the typical indicators of schizophrenia, so no, I don't think you're schizophrenic.
BenedictJones

 
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