I am lonely some days and extremely lonely other days

Go have a couple kids, you'll never be lonely again. In fact, you'll wish for the good ole days when you could use the bathroom and shower and dress in solitude. Not that I'd trade mine for the world

Not anymore. I have had too many bad experiences with my ex husbands, and now I have a good friend who calls once in a while....and usually when he lets me off the phone I am almost grateful because he is always telling me what to do.

Same same

Nope.