Even I didn't think we really clicked, so why should it matter that she didn't want to see me again?

It matters to you because you feel rejected! It's okay to feel that way. Just know that she probably wonders the same thing too. Don't over think it, it's not a big deal. It just wasn't meant to be!

Even if you don't like someone, or you just don't think you like them in that way, it's completely normal to want them to like you and think of you as someone who they admire.

because you want to feel butthurt