I Am A Very Sexual Yet Shy Person
I can so relate to this. I was homeschooled and raised in a tiny rural town in northern IL. I remember always being very horny and discovering porn around 14. I was left alone a lot of mornings and would watch these steamy early morning porn videos on TV (since we had dial up internet).
I got my first girlfriend at 18. We kissed a lot but because of how we were raised we never went further. We had a bad break up when I got to college, that she mostly caused. In college I thought it would be easy to find another girlfriend, but I found I was hypervigilang about getting "hurt" again. I never went on a single date or to a single party in college, cuz I was too shy. After graduating and moving closer to family, I finally tried some online dating. At 25 I went on a couple dates with this gorgeous woman named Mary Elizabeth. She had long, thick hair, dimples, lovely curves and F-cup size boobs. We got a hotel room and she took my virginity. I wasnt good at intercourse at all, but she said I was the best at oral she ever had. Then we lost touch.
I'm 30 now and find myself constantly regretting not getting laid in college. I feel like I am absolutely horrible at flirting and that because of that girls typically overlook me. That's why I'm so appreciative of Similar Worlds and how I can talk with women about sex, and about a number of other things. I can discuss my fetishes (tickling, bellybuttons, belly raspberries, etc) and turn ons in a judgment free zone. I'm thankful for so many people here, and all you've taught me about sex. My dream is to meet people off this site in Alabama and fulfill some kinky fantasies. :)
I got my first girlfriend at 18. We kissed a lot but because of how we were raised we never went further. We had a bad break up when I got to college, that she mostly caused. In college I thought it would be easy to find another girlfriend, but I found I was hypervigilang about getting "hurt" again. I never went on a single date or to a single party in college, cuz I was too shy. After graduating and moving closer to family, I finally tried some online dating. At 25 I went on a couple dates with this gorgeous woman named Mary Elizabeth. She had long, thick hair, dimples, lovely curves and F-cup size boobs. We got a hotel room and she took my virginity. I wasnt good at intercourse at all, but she said I was the best at oral she ever had. Then we lost touch.
I'm 30 now and find myself constantly regretting not getting laid in college. I feel like I am absolutely horrible at flirting and that because of that girls typically overlook me. That's why I'm so appreciative of Similar Worlds and how I can talk with women about sex, and about a number of other things. I can discuss my fetishes (tickling, bellybuttons, belly raspberries, etc) and turn ons in a judgment free zone. I'm thankful for so many people here, and all you've taught me about sex. My dream is to meet people off this site in Alabama and fulfill some kinky fantasies. :)
