I masturbate continuously. The only time I'm not "masturbating" is when I'm having sex.
Let me explain:
When I was 6 years old, I started going to bed super early, just to touch myself, under my sheets. I quickly discovered, the more I caressed my body, the more sensitive, and sexually “aware” my body became. It wasn't long before I was literally masturbating half the day, most the night.
When I turned 9 years old, I discovered my mom’s stash of “vibrating” dildos and Ben-Wa balls inside her bottom dresser drawer. I quickly figured how to use mom’s vibrating dildos. But I had no idea how to use those “Benne Balls” as I later called them:
Fortunately, the words ‘Ben’ and ‘Wa’ were written on one of her cases. Mom also had a computer. I simply googled: “BEN + WA” and presto …Enlightenment!
I was born and raised in the Philippines, we wore schoolgirl uniforms like this:
I would insert Mommy’s “Bennie Balls” before I went to school. I would stash my bra and panties, inside my bag "lunch sack" while leaving the house. I would go to school “no underwear” and play with myself, on the bus; and during school. By the time I got to school, I was totally “Worked-Up” sexually. During class; I would “roll my hips” back and forth, and give myself super-intense orgasms with bennie-balls.
I’m still surprised, to this day; none of the boys in school wanted sex with me. I rarely wore panties. I look back and think? What a lost opportunity. I wanted to be "EFFED" badly. Boys didn’t want sex with me. Maybe I was too ugly or maybe the guys were too young and shy.
To this day I use Ben-Wa Balls on a regular basis. Whenever I'm stressed, bored, or horny (which is all the time) I masturbate with Bennie Balls.
💋
