haha I am the king of pity parties, crown and all, in honesty though I do a really damn good job most of the time of keeping myself busy and coping in healthy ways, but some nights, some nights there is just no getting around the fact that if you can't work and you can't leave your house , and its been that way for years with no hope of it changing, your probably not going to meet any women much less someone who is right for you. On some level Ive accepted it, but on nights like tonight I just mope.