I Am a Big Romantic And Very Affectionate

I was talking to my friend today about my separation. She was saying I've not been in a "typical" kind of relationship all these years. This is (other than a short, 2 month one) the only relationship I've been in and it's been 22 years. It's all I've really known.

Apparently, men are more emotional and emotionally available then I've been getting. It's sad I can't even imagine what it's like to receive any of that. It's what I always wanted, I just didn't know if I'd ever have it.

What an amazing thought to experience that!