A gay guy said told me i look better at 163lbs compare to 133lbs

I responded i like myself better 133lbs how can i forget year 2020. That face at first glimpse and that beautiful cock i have with beautiful foreskin. Oh damn i had beautiful pictures of that cock. I in 2018 i was in the couch masturbating and never seen such reflection bounced off of metal yellow thing with my cock on my hand looking all big. Then i said is that really me or what.