Bad Romance
Have you ever known someone was bad for you and wanted them anyway?
Honestly, this reminds me of an Offspring song, but yes. In my early years, I accepted what I shouldn't have for my life. There was a lot of love, but also a lot of pain, and I couldn't possibly have eyes for anyone else while they were around. But I was the backup that, in the end, wasn't needed.
Even after all this time, I still think about them, and I would have wished to know if they are okay, at least. That being said, life isn't always up to me. I think I have come to the point that even if there are things like "the one," and they were my one, I wouldn't want to pursue it. Not because I feel any less than before, but because there was a lot of hurt from how things were.
I think I was left with a permanent part of myself that went numb. I am not broken, but I have never felt the same as I did.
Honestly, this reminds me of an Offspring song, but yes. In my early years, I accepted what I shouldn't have for my life. There was a lot of love, but also a lot of pain, and I couldn't possibly have eyes for anyone else while they were around. But I was the backup that, in the end, wasn't needed.
Even after all this time, I still think about them, and I would have wished to know if they are okay, at least. That being said, life isn't always up to me. I think I have come to the point that even if there are things like "the one," and they were my one, I wouldn't want to pursue it. Not because I feel any less than before, but because there was a lot of hurt from how things were.
I think I was left with a permanent part of myself that went numb. I am not broken, but I have never felt the same as I did.
