Should I give up on dating

I think maybe romantic love isn’t meant for me, I don’t think I will ever trust a man. I know love exists, I’ve seen it, maybe because I’ve seen it I want it. But maybe I don’t really know what IT is. Maybe the love I see, is the only love I’ll get. Maybe the experience of love in my mind doesn’t exist. For now, I will focus on God, family and money, and helping those in need. This world is just ugh, at times.