I Don't Believe In Organized Religion

I really don't know anymore , to be quite honest . I am actually an ordained minister from two churtches / faiths . I've studied several different Bibles etc ...

However; anymore , the more that I look into things , the more doubts that I have.

Like, The original Bible said "Thou shall have no other "Gods" before "US" ... now they have changed it to "... "Me" .. I have to wonder about that ...

Then; there is the Adam and Eve Story : Now there are those who lay clim that Adam married Lillith BEFORE Eve was even created . How so; if Adam and Ever were the FIRST humans created ?

We have the story of Cain and Able , (Adam and Eve's sons) Can was jealous of Able and killed him. Ok I can accept that . BUT: then God banished himn to the land of "Nod" where he took a Wife ... Now; if there was only Adam, Eve, Can, and Able on the Earth at the time ... where did this Mrs. Cain come from ? and ..where did this Land of Nod suddenly pop up from ? THINK ..

Then; we have the drawings in the caves around the world that go back to ancient times and even pre dates ancient time ... showing little Grey Men .. and Flying Saucers etc ... Yet; there was no phones, TV's, Internet etc for those who drew these pictures to knkow about each other ... so it makes me believe that ALIENS are real and were here way back before the beginning of civilization as we know it ...

All in all it even lends creedence to the Phalien religion / faith that "GOD" is really a group of ALIENS who created the Earth , Humans, Animals etc everything on it and in it ....

Well; what do YOU think ? Something to consider / think about ? .... I've got more .. but later on down the road ... Thanks for reading ..