Love was my God [I Lost My Religion]

But then I found out that just like the real one, love too died. I now believe that everything will and must die. Even something as "powerful" and as "magical" as love. Why do we live, only to suffer and then die? What a cruel universe we live in. There is a part of the catholic bible that suggests that earth is in fact heaven. But we all know that this is a load of horse shit. Or maybe it is true and this is as good as it can get. Why torture ourselves with religion, when it only brings fear, worry and pain? I s there a plan for this. Is this the idea? Or are we just enduring an eternal hell. Questions questions questions.