Thinking of canceling my church membership.

Might as well. I did not grow up here with them . Although I belonged for 40 years but it never felt welcoming to me. I never felt at home around the people there so I don't go there anymore. I can't say the outdated creeds anyway. I can't afford to give them any money anymore. The sermons were of no interest to me. Looking back; If anything, it has done nothing positive for me.