I’ve always been jealous of people who find comfort and peace in a religion.

I don't find peace in religion. Religion is man-made philosophy. It did not die on the cross for my sins. The person of Jesus did. Salvation is not about different denominations. It's about faith and trust in Jesus Christ. It is not the different denominations or religions one chooses that saves us, but the work of Christ on the cross to pay for our sins. That's something anyone can have if they will put their trust in Jesus. It's not hard. Millions have done it. There is no substitute for Christ. He didn't leave us to guess about how to have salvation. It is in the Bible. Jesus came to save the whole world from the condemnation that sin placed on us. This is why we need him, in order to get to heaven and once we place our trust and faith in him and his promise to forgive us of our sins, which brings us back into right standing with God the Father, He promises that heaven will be ours. He turns no one away. He is trustworthy. He has been my Savior since July 11th, 1973 and he has never let me down. He'll do the same for anyone who comes to him. That is one of his promises and he always keeps his promises. There's no reason why any should do without Christ or salvation.