Im suffering big time from addiction at the moment

I was free from addiction for years and years and I'm right in the thick of it now . I'm praying praying and praying and it too overwhelming to my mind and when it comes into my mind I go right back into addiction and it's not just one addiction at the moment it's 2 or 3 .
My f*****g mind is over taken with the addictions at the moment .
Its frightening the way I dive right into addiction .
I just keep on harming myself going back to addictions .
It brings up fierce shame especially being free from addiction for years .

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Kae20 · 61-69, FVIP

This is just a lil setback.

Fact is youve won before ..so theres no good reason why you wont again.

🙂 Wishing you the best for the future.

riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

@Kae20 thanks mate .
Do you know the biggest occupation with addiction , what I think it is * time* .
Will it ever end

Kae20 · 61-69, FVIP

@riseofthemachine The difficult truth is life is often challenging. Circumstances are sent to try us.

No real point in living stressy. We have to just do our best & keep going 🍓

riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

@Kae20 thanks for your honesty .
I appreciate it 😊