I Want a Girlfriend

I've been trying to find a girlfriend since I was a freshman in high school. I never seem to attract anyone, being called "creepy", "weird", "ugly, "stalker in the making", etc.

For reasons I can't understand, the girls only asked me out to humiliate me in public at the dances.

I've had no success during my years at community college, nor up to the present day. The loneliness has driven me into deep despair. I wish any girl would love me for me.