I sent this to the gay man who loved me bunches when we drove around together

Surfing the country in his modern hippie van. He bought me nice things all the time (supported my drinking habit as well) and we were together for over a year straight, not a day apart. I wanted to apologize to him for not being there anymore and I was hoping he would reply so we could surf around the country again together in his fast car 💔 but I never heard from him😞[media=https://youtu.be/AIOAlaACuv4]