I never loved the girl I couldn't stop thinking about

She drove me to the edge of myself and I got what I needed from a couple other girls. Attention mostly and willingness. I hated her actually and idk how she felt. She is bad anyway I wouldn't wanna get too close after all. Native girl on SW, who was connected with me for a long ass time. I'd play it again for the experience tbh gross hoe. Gross hoes all over too btw