People will love you and not care how you look probably someone already does and you don't know it yet.

Don't worry and please don't do anything bad to yourself. Everyone likes different things and different kind of beauty. You may not fit into beauty standards but I'm sure that someone will love you someday. Don't be so hard on yourself. When you see yourself as ugly shit you may feel like nobody likes you because you don't understand how someone could even love you. Just give yourself some time to think and you will see beautiful in you. I hope it will get better