I Am Unhappily Married
How about a positive post? How about solving the problem after bitching about it? Sounds good to me.
This is my... What If List... and only positive thoughts are allowed. I'm going to think of all the positive things that could happen if I grew some balls and left my relationship that I've been bitching about for too long. Um, excuse me, NO ONE CARES ANYMORE! Balls in your court.
What if I finally quit smoking pot
What if my depression went away
What if I felt freedom
What if I could finally have my perfect meal plan! No more chips and candy in the house.
What if I could sleep in until when *I* wanted to
What if I didn't have to live with a dog anymore OMG!!!!
What if I could save all my money for things *I* wanted
What if I went back to school full time
What if I got all A's like I did that one semester I was single
What if I could go to yoga class every single day
What if my abs finally showed
What if I didn't have to clean up after someone anymore
What if I could flirt with hot guys at the gym
What if I got laid whenever I wanted
What if I met a guy who loved giving head.. because, what do you know, I love GETTING IT!!!
What if I graduated and got a better job
What if I gained confidence
What if I could enjoy my youth
What if I didn't feel deprived
What if I could have a great one night stand
What if I could feel new love again
What if I could visit my Dad more
What if I wasn't scared
What if I was independent, like I used to be, and paid all my own bills
What if I made the time to start playing an instrument again
What if I could read a book a week
What if I didn't have to fight
What if I didn't feel this way
What if I didn't have to answer anymore annoying questions, i.e. "who are you texting?"
What if I didn't feel anxiety anymore
What if I could talk a solo vacation
What if he does meet someone and find happiness
What if he is ok
What if I don't need to worry about him anymore
What if he CAN figure it out on his own
What if I could be happy again?
Do you have any what ifs you should be forgetting, and any you should start focusing on?
This is my... What If List... and only positive thoughts are allowed. I'm going to think of all the positive things that could happen if I grew some balls and left my relationship that I've been bitching about for too long. Um, excuse me, NO ONE CARES ANYMORE! Balls in your court.
What if I finally quit smoking pot
What if my depression went away
What if I felt freedom
What if I could finally have my perfect meal plan! No more chips and candy in the house.
What if I could sleep in until when *I* wanted to
What if I didn't have to live with a dog anymore OMG!!!!
What if I could save all my money for things *I* wanted
What if I went back to school full time
What if I got all A's like I did that one semester I was single
What if I could go to yoga class every single day
What if my abs finally showed
What if I didn't have to clean up after someone anymore
What if I could flirt with hot guys at the gym
What if I got laid whenever I wanted
What if I met a guy who loved giving head.. because, what do you know, I love GETTING IT!!!
What if I graduated and got a better job
What if I gained confidence
What if I could enjoy my youth
What if I didn't feel deprived
What if I could have a great one night stand
What if I could feel new love again
What if I could visit my Dad more
What if I wasn't scared
What if I was independent, like I used to be, and paid all my own bills
What if I made the time to start playing an instrument again
What if I could read a book a week
What if I didn't have to fight
What if I didn't feel this way
What if I didn't have to answer anymore annoying questions, i.e. "who are you texting?"
What if I didn't feel anxiety anymore
What if I could talk a solo vacation
What if he does meet someone and find happiness
What if he is ok
What if I don't need to worry about him anymore
What if he CAN figure it out on his own
What if I could be happy again?
Do you have any what ifs you should be forgetting, and any you should start focusing on?
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