Sick of lying
I lie all the time, you guys are the only people I tell my real self to and I feel shitty for it, "O" asks me how I was doing, I lied and said good I had a video call but I was crying before that and stress eating once, I finally told her the truth once and not all of it ofc all I could say is "I'm meh" ....oh if she only new.... Really I wanna die for this but I know she wouldn't understand she's 12 I'm 13 and I don't want the truth out of my pains, especially when she wouldn't understand like I would even the other kids (14-15) wouldn't get it and I'd feel bad if anyone found out
(It's a group chat btw)
I just wanna tell the truth and not feel like a lair for the little things even if I do it to protect her
(It's a group chat btw)
I just wanna tell the truth and not feel like a lair for the little things even if I do it to protect her