Coping through sex chat

Been sexless for several years. I don’t want to leave. We used to talk about but now it’s just solidified. I hold out hope for a miracle but I’ve also come here to connect with others who may be in a similar situation or just lonely. At times sex chat has made me feel alive. I know some will comment that this is pathetic but it is what it is. No reason to judge. I try to never force it if others aren’t interested. Anyone else have a similar outlook?