How do i get out of something ( relationship) i feel isnt for me?
Im psychotic but my partner at times can be extremely petty & He holds grudges... i feel my relationship with him is just a karmic one. Whatever i did in my past life im learning those lessons now.
My family all want me to stay with him because hes been there for me and hes thr only one who takes my shit. I do think if it was anyone else the repationship will be extremly chaotic and toxic.
My thing is im not all that happy. I feep we both settled for eachother too.
Im on the fence because we do have good times but im extremly too good to him and make it easy where i pay for everything.
Hes not necessarily a bad guy...doesnt hit me but we dont date and our relationship is on survival mode. We dont have much and things are tough.
Ive given him ideas on how to make our relationship more fun but hes unwilling to do those... they are free too.
Like a bed made out of blankets and make a picnic or something to watch movies in the livingroom. He cant even do that
My family all want me to stay with him because hes been there for me and hes thr only one who takes my shit. I do think if it was anyone else the repationship will be extremly chaotic and toxic.
My thing is im not all that happy. I feep we both settled for eachother too.
Im on the fence because we do have good times but im extremly too good to him and make it easy where i pay for everything.
Hes not necessarily a bad guy...doesnt hit me but we dont date and our relationship is on survival mode. We dont have much and things are tough.
Ive given him ideas on how to make our relationship more fun but hes unwilling to do those... they are free too.
Like a bed made out of blankets and make a picnic or something to watch movies in the livingroom. He cant even do that
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