breakups suck

i’m devastated the guy i thought was gonna marry is gone, we loved each other so much but i know he’s not the one im supposed to be with forever. Even though i know this is true, i loved him so so much, and now im alone and had to move back home. I feel so alone and like i just wasted the last almost 3 years of my life. maybe he will come back… or maybe i’ll hopefully find the right one for me. i hope sooner rather then later, i don’t do well alone. and i have litterally 0 friends :(