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I'm convinced that there is something wrong with me...

I can't seem to make anyone stick...
I'm just me, kind and pretty stable.
When I was younger I did a lot of things so much so that now, yes I like to go out but not all the time.
I'm content with being at home, but having some company would be great.

I find that I meet people mostly guys, we get to talking and all is good to start.
But the more they spend time with me, I guess they start to think I'm boring.
Because I don't have friends.

I have hobbies and interests but they are creative and often isolating.

Anyways, I get the impression that perhaps there is something wrong with me.
I'm a city girl but I'm ready to just be with someone.

All the ex girlfriends have someone, just recently one girl I was most recently friends with has actually got married.

I'm not really sure what I need to do.

My life pretty much revolves around Bruno and I'm not complaining, this is exactly what I wanted.
But I don't want him to be the only thing in my life.

As mentioned my mum seems to be pissed off at me for talking about Bruno all the time.
But he consumes so much of my day.
And I'm finding some things a little challenging.

Before I got him she said she'd help me with him.
But today even though we agreed for her to have him for an hour she claimed she slept til late then at 3pm when I called her she said she needed another hours rest.
So I told her not to bother because by the time I get to the shops it would be too late to get e etuthing I need since I needed to go to two different places.

I get the sense that most people come into my life and just can't wait to push me on to someone else.
Spectre128 · 51-55, M
Maybe those guys were simply not meant to be. Must be tough seeing your friends getting partners, but try not to let that pressure you into rushing or forcing a relationship to happen, or into feeling that you are different somehow.
It will come, probably when you are least expecting it to
Mellowgirl · 31-35, F
@Spectre128 probably. I don't know why I went into a melt down.
I need to get over this
Spectre128 · 51-55, M
@Mellowgirl just some Saturday night blues, totally relatable, and it will pass.
Keep an eye out for hot single dog walking men tomorrow tough - you never know
CalmPassions · 31-35, M
Maybe you're not connecting with them as deeply as you thought. I'm so sorry, you don't deserve that.
CalmPassions · 31-35, M
@Mellowgirl It's not you, really. Keep being yourself and opening up and the right person will never want to be apart from you.
Mellowgirl · 31-35, F
@CalmPassions thanks for being kind. Will have to sleep on this one.
CalmPassions · 31-35, M
@Mellowgirl If you ever need to talk, I'm here.

 
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