I Am Married

We went out to dinner and it was pretty silent. We didn't know whst to say to eachother. We finally talked and he told me that we should go our separate ways. I agreed with him. He just looked at me I don't know if he was waiting for a reaction. I told him about a guy that is interested in me. I explained I have not pursued or entertained the idea. I told him it did feel nice to know there was someone out there who was thinking of me. That it was new and exciting it made me realize maybe we should.
After dinner he hugged me, kissed me we held hands. He apologized that our relationship is such a mess. I know he cares but we both want different things.