I Live In a Sexless Marriage
Would someone please give me a virtual hug? I really need one.
It's hard enough not having human touch or affection for years, but dealing with this while I feel ill, for the last week, as I have, then the washing machine won't work, and I just want to cry.
I went to the grocery store, and felt so bad, I couldn't think straight. A nice young man helped me find my items, and I was looking at him thinking...."please give me a hug, and tell me it's going to be okay."
I just wanted comfort and someone to care about me, but it's never there for me...just me...alone...trying to get through in a life of solitude.
If I die, it will be from deprivation of love, care, and touch for decades. It eats you from the inside out, and you feel like you are dying a slow death.
I just deal with it, but when I'm sick, it becomes too much to deal with.
It's hard enough not having human touch or affection for years, but dealing with this while I feel ill, for the last week, as I have, then the washing machine won't work, and I just want to cry.
I went to the grocery store, and felt so bad, I couldn't think straight. A nice young man helped me find my items, and I was looking at him thinking...."please give me a hug, and tell me it's going to be okay."
I just wanted comfort and someone to care about me, but it's never there for me...just me...alone...trying to get through in a life of solitude.
If I die, it will be from deprivation of love, care, and touch for decades. It eats you from the inside out, and you feel like you are dying a slow death.
I just deal with it, but when I'm sick, it becomes too much to deal with.
