I Live In a Sexless Marriage

Valentines Day always makes me sad..I get a token card and candy but never anything romantic or thought put into it..I hate watching other men buy things for their wives or seeing some women get beautiful flowers ..bitter I suppose.
I'm considered to be a beautiful woman to others but yet like some stories go my husband doesn't see me nor do I know that I want him to because I'm not fully in love with him ..I hope this isn't always my story