Drama, contrary to popular belief
Many people think I’m a wrong or a drama queen but, I don’t thrive on drama and I have anxiety because of it.
This is as real and raw as it gets… I suffer from depression. I have a genetic condition called Mafan’s syndrome (look it it up) it comes with a heart condition of a dilated aorta. Without monitoring it could kill me as it has a few of my family members.
I am the most loyal and loving person. I have a soft heart which makes me empathetic to the degree of crying at things people normally wouldn’t cry about.
When I love, I love hard and with my entire being. I’am by no means a perfect person but, I struggle so hard to be a people pleasure that it is a lot of times to my detriment.
My mom criticizes me at ever step, belittles me in front of people and is jealous of my relationship with my pop. I’ve pushed past that but it does drag me back down sometimes.
My ex in laws (2 kids from a previous marriage, 2 kids with their son) treat MY daughters different than they treat our daughters. I understand that… except they have decided to come to my house on multiple occasions to have a “talk” about my daughters.
There’s so much more to say but…
I’m so confused. Everyone in my life is on my side except the father of my 2 youngest and his parents.
I’m trying so hard to be objective, keep my emotions out of it and also not be a door mat.
I just want to put out love and get love.
This is as real and raw as it gets… I suffer from depression. I have a genetic condition called Mafan’s syndrome (look it it up) it comes with a heart condition of a dilated aorta. Without monitoring it could kill me as it has a few of my family members.
I am the most loyal and loving person. I have a soft heart which makes me empathetic to the degree of crying at things people normally wouldn’t cry about.
When I love, I love hard and with my entire being. I’am by no means a perfect person but, I struggle so hard to be a people pleasure that it is a lot of times to my detriment.
My mom criticizes me at ever step, belittles me in front of people and is jealous of my relationship with my pop. I’ve pushed past that but it does drag me back down sometimes.
My ex in laws (2 kids from a previous marriage, 2 kids with their son) treat MY daughters different than they treat our daughters. I understand that… except they have decided to come to my house on multiple occasions to have a “talk” about my daughters.
There’s so much more to say but…
I’m so confused. Everyone in my life is on my side except the father of my 2 youngest and his parents.
I’m trying so hard to be objective, keep my emotions out of it and also not be a door mat.
I just want to put out love and get love.
