That's what I really want.
I think when I think back on it I think what may have gone wrong is that when I really liked a chick I started doing everything I could to emotionally support her and she read it as me just doing what friends do when in reality i've taken to a bit of a Slogan about relationships which is if friends are there for each other and that's what friends are for then lover should be too and double. like I don't know how other people do relationships but I can't stand to see my boo blue, I will try to cheer her up. I also think about my formers, you know, like what went wrong. She never asked me to quit that one game and mentioned how badly she needed me, I didn't notice because she wasn't the type to whine.
all she did was let me think things were as they had been so when my parents got scarred to lose me due to my truancy and started drugging me at night she was like just pretend to swallow and i'd ignore her because I knew I was on thin ice for ending up in foster care.
so I'd come home and grind away in the game that we bonded over originally and then 2 hours later I'd get drugged where as our routine was i'd do that for 3 or 4 hours and then we'd go off and just socialize. but that was why I was awake during the twinight hours.
but that's what I've always done. any ... lover.. of mine. We licked each others emoton wounds we confided in each other we were there for each other.
I don't know what other people do with there's but that's what I do with mine.
I'm sorry if I haven't always been perfect at it due to flinching at seeing women in pain but I try.
In either event it went sideways because she needed me and never had the stones to ask me to quit- I would have for her.
But that was then.
but I think my crushes misread my, nurturing as platonic
which is what lead me here to spell out intent. I want a lover who is also my best friend. Alas, if Friends are there for each other then one should be able to expect a Lover will be too.
all she did was let me think things were as they had been so when my parents got scarred to lose me due to my truancy and started drugging me at night she was like just pretend to swallow and i'd ignore her because I knew I was on thin ice for ending up in foster care.
so I'd come home and grind away in the game that we bonded over originally and then 2 hours later I'd get drugged where as our routine was i'd do that for 3 or 4 hours and then we'd go off and just socialize. but that was why I was awake during the twinight hours.
but that's what I've always done. any ... lover.. of mine. We licked each others emoton wounds we confided in each other we were there for each other.
I don't know what other people do with there's but that's what I do with mine.
I'm sorry if I haven't always been perfect at it due to flinching at seeing women in pain but I try.
In either event it went sideways because she needed me and never had the stones to ask me to quit- I would have for her.
But that was then.
but I think my crushes misread my, nurturing as platonic
which is what lead me here to spell out intent. I want a lover who is also my best friend. Alas, if Friends are there for each other then one should be able to expect a Lover will be too.
