I really miss my wife. I had finally found someone fantastic and so cute and funny.

I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her
Granted, we weren’t together near the end, but we still chatted every day and she came to get me twice a week to bring me to her mom’s place. I was so lucky to find her and I can’t believe she’s gone. 18 years down the drain. Well, not down the drain, but it’s like what am I gonna do now?