I lost my wife five months ago she died of a heart attack because of a lack of potassium

I’m so sad😓😓😓😢😢😢
We had the best relationship ever. I called her little bear and she called me Colonel mustard because I had a temper.
I will miss her forever, even though I’m trying to move on
Some nights I just can’t deal like tonight😢[media=https://youtu.be/15Pwz-bIhus]