Saying goodbye

I am ugly. I said it and yes its true compared to all of you I am alien looking and I do not know if I have ever really had a girlfriend or not but I had a young lady that I cared about for a long time. I met her when I was very young and when you are young you dont really think about the nature of the relationship so much well at least I didnt and the only thing that really mattered to me is that I was with her.

To make a long story short I found out she was with a few different guys the entire time and for a long long time so long I am too embarrassed to tell you all I tried to work it out with her but shes just isnt willing to tell the truth so I ended things with her. It hurts to walk away I have tears in my eyes but the truth is I dont know why I do because she hasnt been a bit part of my life at all.