I Am In a Long Distance Relationship

old habits die hard.

when I was 13 nobody would date me. When I was 15 one of the hottest girls I kne w wanted to jump my bones.

I didn't know how to handle. I went online when I was 12. Wanting girlfriend. Not caring so much about being able to touch her I didn't quiet understand sex back then.

when it all began it was dry crushes which is the one thing I want women who read my shit to understand the most about me you are NOT just sexual objects to me and are wanted in far more profound capacities than just sex.

Why date me? because I will take a great personal interest in getting to know you your dreams your ambitions what you want to achieve and become and I will do what I can to support you in those endeavors.

I will not treat you like a trophy i will not take you for granted there are many things others will do that I will not.

IF you don't want to be subservient if you want a relationship on equal footing...

that's what I offer.

I had a girlfriend back then, i met her when I was 12.

I started going out with her online for ...the longest time before we started cybering and believe it or not [i]she was the one to suggest it.

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I have always wanted women for the emotional support they provide in large part. not as sexual objects... as somebody to hold my hand through my struggle. to stand by me.
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