Wish I have a partner but I feel insecure to try to find one because my skin spots on body doesn't seem to fade

We usually see way more problems with ourselves than what anyone else will even think twice about. However, you should see a doctor if it's something new (without knowing what kind of skin spots you're referring to)

You need to find a person that loves the internal you (Your heart, mind, and soul) and not your outward self. Then you have found a true friend/relationship.

Hey, they might just be a part of you.

If someone doesn't like them, move on.

A partner will see passed them and not pay them any mind
Unless they’re like concerning spots then their only thought would be your health

Forget creams. Try the skin of Lemons rubbed onto affected areas.

What type of spots they are?

Tried that?

https://www.1mg.com/drugs/no-scars-cream-132207

A real partner wont trip over some spots