Thinking about asking my mom..

Throwaway account because I can’t believe I’m at this point. I’m thinking about having a heart to heart to my mom about wanting to be intimate with her.. I do know I’ve always had some kind of crush on my mom but for the past 10ish years I haven’t really thought much about it and forgot all about it tbh. Recently it has all come back and it’s been on my mind so often. Part of me wants to do it just to at least get answer from her but ofc majority of me wants it.

She’s been single for a few years and I know she is sexually starved as she is always home with my sisters. I know she loves me very much and I know I am a mamas boy, but can’t say I’ve noticed her show any interest aside from just always say I’m her favorite and she’s so proud of me. Lately I’ve found myself very sexually starved and while I’m on apps, I’m also not really stressing about finding someone. I looove sex and I love making the other person feel great. Kind of a nymphomaniac but not diagnosed, just horny a ton but it’s not detrimental to my life. So recently I find myself wondering am I crazy to propose being intomate with my mom? I feel like it’d bring us closer and just thinking about how much I’d love to make her happy that way makes me both sick but also so happy. Kinda going on tangents bc my mind is all over the place.. looking for any advice or reassurance so I can make a decision. I don’t think she’d hate me either. Im nearly 30 for some context, mom is in her early 40s