My own thoughts about my mother

So just putting myself completely out there. For the longest time, I was really interested in my mother on a physical level. Nudity was normal in our household since they both lived through the 60s and 70s so it was just another part of life for them. This was fine except I paid extra attention to her and that didn't change, even as the years went on.

Looking back now, I really regret that nothing ever happened with her. I wasn't brave enough to initiate something but I think she would've been open to it. It's too late now so all I'm left with are regrets. Still, thinking back on it is a pretty fond memory and something that even thinking about it now still excites me to this day.