Conflicted

So just recently during thanks giving me and my family, (my mom and dad are separated keep in mind) and the family was playing cards against humanity and the subject was incest. The drinks were flowing heavy that night and my mom said “why should it matter if both of them are willing” it got awkward and we carried on through the game.

So my mind has been overthinking and wandering because I’ve had thoughts in the past of wanting to fuck my mother. I don’t know if I should text her about that night or i should just be a perv and keep jerking of to the thought of incest.