i wouldnt wish this type of pain on anyone else
i have a huge crush on my brother, he's my everything and he helped me through the tough thing i was going through a month ago. without him, i dont know how i wouldve gotten myself out of that situation
life is going to be extremely hard without him; because when i cut him off, he wont be around to help me anymore. im going to have to learn how to figure this out on my own, but it's something i deserve because im a pervert/creep. only a pervert/creep would develop an incestuous crush on their brother. the next time i need him, he wont be around, but i deserve it
the reality is setting in hard that i will never have him, that i will never be able to live out the fantasies of us cuddling in bed together. it's an EXTREMELY hard pill to swallow, it brings a sharp pain to my heart. i cant have him because he thinks incest is disgusting and other reasons i wont disclose because i dont want to give away too many details
why me? :( im trying to not go insane. i feel like banging my head against the wall. reality is setting in hard that i will never see him IRL again.
life is going to be extremely hard without him; because when i cut him off, he wont be around to help me anymore. im going to have to learn how to figure this out on my own, but it's something i deserve because im a pervert/creep. only a pervert/creep would develop an incestuous crush on their brother. the next time i need him, he wont be around, but i deserve it
the reality is setting in hard that i will never have him, that i will never be able to live out the fantasies of us cuddling in bed together. it's an EXTREMELY hard pill to swallow, it brings a sharp pain to my heart. i cant have him because he thinks incest is disgusting and other reasons i wont disclose because i dont want to give away too many details
why me? :( im trying to not go insane. i feel like banging my head against the wall. reality is setting in hard that i will never see him IRL again.
