New to this at older age

I'm single and been divorced for years I'm 53 years old and am getting kind of lonely, I'm not the best looking and have been pretty reserved most of my life. I'm finding myself craving attention from younger guys I have a pool and both my sons and their friends come use it and some of their friends and I can't help staring. My sons are starting to look good they are 24 and almost 29 and they have caught me looking at the bulge in their swim shorts and I have recently been dressing really provocative in front of them to see if they are interested and they do stare and seem to like it but haven't really done much. Have been talking trying to get one of them to go to a nudist resort with me and swim there